Adrift

Yeah, feeling knida random tonight.  Well, not really feeling much of anything this very moment.  Which is what happens when I’ve done something I may regret later.  Something that I should’ve done a long time ago.

I also kinda feel like a bum.  No job, no loan, no socially acceptable hobbies (by which I am referring to video games and the internet).  This feeling is also partly due to that thing I mentioned.

…I’ll tell you all about it once a resolution has been achieved…

In other news…um…Cleric!  Necromancer!  La Pucelle!  They all vie for my attention, but I am merely one man…alas, my existence is too limited.  Le sigh.

I’m twenty.  Not sure how it happened; just kinda snuck up on me.

…Is it possible to alienate oneself from oneself simply by continuing to exist?  Because I think that’s what just happened to me.

…Don’t want to keep thinking about this right now.  I’mma go play La Pucelle Tactics instead.  There’s less critical self-scrutinizing in that.

And maybe brush my teeth.  Best to get that out of the way at five AM.

Well, my biology test was today.

This Monday mishap merely merits mention because I thought it was set for Wednesday.  Saves me the trouble of thinking about studying all the night before without actually doing anything.  A quick moment of panic, and then the test.  Which turned out to be not so bad.

Oh, and my advice from…I guess four or five days ago: don’t ride your bike whilst holding an open umbrella.  Totally not worth it.