Input Command

I have come to a realization: I am a creature of reaction.  Yeah, I have spurts of creativity and initiative, but I mainly respond to people’s input.

Is this a failing?  Am I too pathetic to make something for myself?  I mean, I haven’t worked on my book in…what is it, months?  I haven’t called the LAS advisor people to set up an appointment yet.  I wasn’t even doing much to help around the house until I was given the directive to make sure the dishwasher was emptied of clean things.  Which I think I’ve been doing a pretty good job of.

But might not have done so had I not been told to.  Heck, if someone said, “Time to brush your teeth,” I’d probably be in better dental shape than I am now.

This is probably why I feel fearful and anxious when I try to think about my life too far into the future.

Anyways, on a mostly different note, Heroes of Ivalice is almost begun!!  I am so getting up at seven so as to roll up my character at eight.

It’s a good thing I stayed up until 5:30 AM writing Arylin’s bio last night.


Edit2: Oy, forgot about attachments.

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